and to not know how to speeeelllll

Can I just tell you all that I don't know the difference between love and pitty?

Can I tell you that I wish I was a guy?

Can I tell you that all I want is someone to tell me that I am important and that I don't have to constantly make everyone happy?

Can I tell you that I'm never really sure (no matter how long I have known the person) if a person likes me?

Can I say that I want to take the one sitting across from me into a big loving hug and never let go?

Can I say that I want my super best friend...to stay my super best friend?

Can I say that I want to be imaginary?

this stuff frustrates me........
I truly am lost...I don't know what to do anymore....I'll never be excepted as a guy when I badly want to (at least just by my mom) I will never be able to love because I don't know how to love myself properly...

I just....want a hug....^^